The Worst Year I Ever Slept Through

Happy Year of the Rabbit! 2011! ( I accidentally wrote 20100 at first haha)

Anyways, hope you all have a great time welcoming in the new year.

As for me, I will be at my parents' friend's house, sitting on a couch, most likely trying to stay awake while holding a glass of champagne in one hand. We can't all have as much fun as me now can we. Aaahaha.

Personally I'm not super fond of new years. I love the tradition and comes with it (I'm half Japanese), I love the family aspect of it, and I'm amused by the fact everyone seems extremely drunk and excited and start setting off fireworks in small neighborhoods, but I don't like the thought of another year going by.

Every year I try to make resolutions, and every year they fail. I'm at the point of, who gives a damn about resolutions because nothing ever changes! The past three~four years of my life all kind of mush together for me. I dislike them very much and they are filled with a lot of things I wish to forget, but cannot because I dwell way too much, so welcoming yet another year to me is kind of like HELLO ANOTHER YEAR OF CRAP! Ah ok now I am rambling. I'm not usually this negative, but when it comes to it being the last day of 2010, as I look back on the past 12 months that flashed before my eyes, I'm very not happy. hahaaa.

Also it just reminds me that I lost another year of my life that I can never get back and I will just keep getting older and there's no way to change that. lol optimism at its finest.

I'm also just being grumpy because I'm still sick after almost a week and I haven't been able to do anything fun all week because I am sick. Though it is not like I get out all that often in he first place. blah blah blah woe is me whine whine

Here are some more doodles so I'll stop talking hahaha

the blue one was the pose that lead to the bunny drawing~